This has been a heck of a weekend. Fortunately, I've been busy working a lot of overtime, and haven't had time to dwell on things. But they started to hit me hard yesterday after I got off work. Allie and I walked, far and hard. And my brain and heart raced.
I have resigned myself that HE is just not interested in me. I can not bring myself to ask him out, as I am petrified of rejection. I can see a hundred reasons why he would not want to ask me out, and none as to why he would. So my heart and my head had a long chat yesterday afternoon, and they have agreed to leave it alone. It's time to start thinking about other things, such as what to pack for Prague. It's only 23 days away. Yikes!
This is the other conclusion my brain and heart came to:
I want someone who wants to be with me. I want someone who wants to talk to me about how my day was, and to tell me about his. I want someone who loves to laugh. Someone who can laugh at himself, and at me when I do the stupid things I am prone to do. I want someone who has taste, yet isn't pompous. I want someone who is neat, but not a neat freak. I want someone who will give me my space but is happy to see me every time he sees me, and someone that I'm willing to do the same for.
Maybe they are being too demanding.
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Hey Darya! Just found your blog thru Angela's site and I've been reading your very interesting life lately. The pictures of you look GREAT! Hope to keep in touch ... I enjoyed our outings together in Atlanta! Toodles!
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